expect the unexpected...

nung nov 3, friday, na-disappoint na naman ako dun sa plan namin ni james na pupunta kami ng providence tower... mejo maulap pa nung umaga, kktapos lang kasi nung bagyo... kala ko pa naman hanggang hapon ganun ung weather... w/c turned out not to be... kaya mejo nakakatamad ng umalis ng bahay... eh mejo nakakabitin rin ung plano naming un kaya naisipan kong yayain na lang sila mond na lumabas... treat ko sabi ko.. eh yun payag naman sila... stroll-stroll lang muna kami kung saan-saan, hanap ng matinong bar... eh mejo konti rin ung tao sa iba... bali sa macahora lang meron kahit papano na kapiranngot na mga tao... saya naman... dami rin napagkkwentuhan... we even met some chic there, her name was Rue Somethin, i forgot... must've been the alcohol... pero ung highlight talaga nung gabing yun eh nung may dumating bigla na mejo familiar-looking face... i really didn't expect her there... nung una, i still have doubts kung cya nga un... i even asked a waitress to ask for that girl's name... i'm pretty sure na cya nga yun... parang gusto ko lang makasiguro... tpos nung pag-balik nung waitress... un nga! sabi ko na nga ba, cya yun! c chi'may yun! dapat last round na namin nila mond at mark yung natitira sa table namin kaya lang bigla namang dumating yun... napilitan pa tuloy akong i-treat nga sila... para kahit papano masabayan namin sila...kya lang hinde... mejo naging uneasy na ko... kinakabahan na ko, i've been so anxious and nervous, that i'd have to pee on my pants (not to be taken literally..hehe...) i didn't know what to do, i wanted to talk to her, kaya lang may kasama siyang guy, or gay? or whatever...but i'm sure they're on a date... nanghihinayang talaga ko... putik... i'm much better than that guy... that guy seem to know nothing... he's jst the gay guy, who talks a lot... but seem to attract the attention of girls... maybe because of the pheromones produced between his upper lip and nostrils... i really don't know what to do... then suddenly... i felt a whapppak! thank's for the alcohol... i now get it... i must really talk with her... without thinking...without caring for whatever she will say and think... i approached her... i ask her if we cud talk... and it seem that she really doesn't know me... and said a bunch of craps until she believed that she's the one who made me stupid... for about a month ago... she seem not intrested... i didn't care... i just wanted to talk... i just wanted to spend my stay there w/ her...even for just a few hours or minutes... without that gay guy... then the conversation was terminated by her uttering "i have a date, can't u see... next time na lang..." good! it did really terrified me... i immediately returned to our table to ask my company to leave that place at once...without them asking for any reason...right there and then we left...

* oh, and btw, that was our first real meet... we haven't really had the chance to date or see each other or whatever b4...

the following day, mom, i and sis went to the dentist, magpapabunot ata ko, i'm xpecting that that operation, wud be as pain as hell, pero ndi naman ata?kala ko pa naman masakit talaga magpa-bunot ng ngipin... ndi naman pala! mejo napapapikit lang ako nung iniinjectionan na yung bagang ko...mga 3 to 4 times yun... pero ndi ko na talaga naramdaman ung pagbunot...