u won't believe this!

ain't in a writing mood these past few weeks coz' its been a holy week?! i'll just leave you this...

Today was really awful.
I got out of bed because I had to throw up. I'm really sick. I mean REALLY sick.
I just feel good because today I'll have my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING!
I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Co & Ca CD, a couple of DVDs and some new Chucks. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth. So damn Rock!
Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!
I want to tell the world that I love you all! You're all so special to me!
I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! But I don't know how to work it. I'll pay a hundred bucks to anyone who can help me...
I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have prostate cancer, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with cancer! And bipolar disorder.
I haven't been really contented in this life. In one way or another, there's always something missing, something that isn't in the right place. This life has always its dilemma, but I still had a grasp on that, but it's always followed by another trouble – always has an after shock. I know the fact that life isn't perfect. Geez... Life's a living hell!
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm hardcore!

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