conspiracy of frustrations and caffeine

sH*t! this is my third try now.. my f*cking pc reboots itself each time i try to save this... i don't know what to write now! pure sH*t!

i have to deal with remembering all the things i wrote that has all been gone electronically.. its freaking 15 minutes to be 5 am now, and I gotta' hurry coz' I still have a class this afternoon, and still have to sleep at least 4 hours... damn!

i'm here again - for the Nth time now, still looking for a cure on my dilemma over sleeping, sounds cliche for the insomniacs, and seems usual to everyone who's hooked in and FOR the net, and more common for... for the people living in frustrations! ...for me it is and it is not... who the hell in the world will dare to speak for himself and say that he would do anything for her* - not to eat, not to SLEEP, not to do his job, not to study?! in this hand, it IS unusual... on the other filthy hand, consider a schoolboy** drowned and blowned up with caffeine on his veins, and frustrations in his head... he in this case can not be considered cliche. now you see what trouble caffeine have had given him, don't ever let this conspiracy of frustrations and caffeine mess yours too...^grins^

i offer my deepest sympathy for the members of famit (not all...) for the impossibility of their yearning and protests for having a high salary and wage they say that must be equal to or at least like in any other country, i know many like me that is on their side (or may be opposite on what I probably think). i saw them Monday wearing a red band in their left arm, symbolizing... I don't know and care really... haha!

legend:
*frustrations(practically any thought...); femininity was used to prevent further misconceptions on the latter...
**me

rEMOmmended: Watashi Wa
current song: monachetti (further seems forever)
espresso shots: 5.5 (haven't finished my last cuP!)