kung ano lang...

Sleepless nights
Caffeine occupied veins
I've been dumped again
Nothing else but the radio
My only nocturnal company
Feeling numb but in pain
Don't run down on me again
Do anyone even care
Or even know where I am
Darkness consumes me again
My psyche tramples me flat
Numb now, only an evidence of fallen tears
I'm tired of resentment
Leave me not, abandon me not
But I can't do anything
It's always you, never me
No laughter, didn't even dare to amuse me
Only an invisible pain
A scar that can't be erased
Unconscious of the knife that stabbed me
Please, bring me back what you've taken
That's the only thing left
Ignored the sign
Compelled my heart
I hate this
I thought I'll never be here again
I cast, I said, I swore...
My knuckles already turned white
Now I'm drowning in my sleep
I'm cold
There's nothing I can do
No one can turn anything back...