three-quarters...

i know im gonna be sick and that's because of the monsoon.. thank God my final exam's over..

this morning, im reading our school's official publication, im a little bit annoyed coz' this paper encompassed mainly of personal opinions of writers and staffs (almost 3 quarters of that paper is opinion section - which doesn't really have to do with the welfare of students) its not right! it should be and must incorporate stuff's w/c interests students.. its kinda infuriating coz' the writers's opinions doesn't really make sense.. i have read these kinds of writings since i'm studying high school.. and thought of it as kids immaturish stuffs.. can it be something new? this paper isn't a publication at all.. if they feel like doin this personalized paper don't have them posted in a college paper..please?

this afternoon, i called another bitch... and made an attempt to booty call on her.. but unfortunately she seemed not interested and hasn't have the mood.. and said "call me another time"..i didn't exert more effort other than that..

i remembered someone i and doi saw last sunday, she passed by us when we're hanging out outside our village..she caught my eyes, and something in my spine tells me to have a second look.. that's the first time i laid my eyes on her and i know she lives in our village (im cartain!), and i should do something... my instincts tells me where to find that girl..and i did find her! i went to the place where i can find her..(still not sure, if she's there..) but my instincts right! i did saw her there! she saw me first.. and just as my eyes saw her in sight (hands' shaking) she smiled at me.. i didn't expected that smile (but i know she will)i returned the smile and asked myself: "are you sure you're smiling at me?" woohooo!!! that's certainly heart melting!

peace guys!=)

A Dull Weekend

SAT
*yawn* this weekend is not my kind of weekend im dreaming of.. its something that i could go outdoors, relax..have a massage, go rock climbing, fishing, go partying? but this weekend i did nothing, i eat, i sleep, i blog..nothing more nothing less! oh...i did do something..i watch Psycho II last night @ cinemax..and stayed up late for that reason..and still can't figure out how'll i cure my caffein induced sleep..

SUN
two friends came by this afternoon..my bestfriend doi came first, i remember his brother cado(my schoolmate) borrowed my technical pen set, and probably doi was sent by cado to have it. i was startled coz' i didn't expected him.. anyway, he came and saved me from the boredness occuring to me..haha! anyway, since i dont no what to study first for my final exams tomorrow, we made our mind up to go to ethel's house (doi's ex) to return the book i borrowed last two weeks...i did returned the book but unfortunately her mother told us that her daughter was sleeping, so doi and i decided to tambay first and chat for a while...while doi and i were together, james came by our house..unfortunately im not home.. he just came by to catch up with things also..=)

Ought to be Perfect

i woke up early and rushed to turn on the PC for no particular reason..i was dumbfounded when my uncle dropped by our house and asked me if i can go accompany him to tagaytay to buy some cow stuff. i thinked twice b4 agreeing..and still not certain if il agree or not? since i have no classes 2day (its Manila Day), and since i yearn for some alterations of my daily dose of life, and since i haven't been there in a while i agreed and said yes. an answer il regret afterwards.. tagaytay's not a long way frm pacita, just an hour and a half of driving so i assumed that we'll be back early..

on our way there, it runs smoothly, the weather's nice, no trace of cloud predicting a rain, and we arrived there in no time.. contrasting to what ive said, its drizzling, windy and chilling there in tagaytay, i started to be annoyed coz we didnt bring a coat or an umbrella..and we still have to walk a yard or two to get a jeep routed to the mahogany market (where cow meat is cheap).. now wet, chilling, and feeling sick, i just wanted to go home and sleep..but there's still a long way to get back...=(

CAFÉ LATÉ

it annoys me when im late (who doesn't?anyway? )or the othr way..i mean being so early..i have a deadline today..ive been busy doing the crap whole weekend for me to meet that silly deadline..i even came late to class so that crap wud be a perfect shit..and guess what? after all the time and work ive spent on that particular shit.. my prof moved the deadline until wednesday..(Thank U VERY Much!)

i remember myself laughin very much today..u hav an idea? but i wish i cud be like this everyday..=) i think there's really no reason for me to be emoshitty at all.. i still hav HER (we're friends yes! haha..i know we cud stil work things out..=)

anyways..the issue in our house still becomes worse..

Teacher Crusher

ive been thinkin my teacher angie, she handles my socio class... im not certain bout how i feel for her..but i really have an eye for her and i definitely like her.. she's in her late 40's or early 50's i guess? but dont look like one..she got naive eyes that is remarkable for a chinese blood..she got chubby white, rosy cheeks and are really cute..nevermind her belly and some early signs of mild scoliosis in her..=)

she's no ordinary teacher, i mean she's really different! her life was an open book for us to browse anytime we want.. we know she has 2 college studs..we know she has been separated w/ her husband and that they have no chance to be together again...we know that her college son will have a child soon.. and loads of other personal stuffs..

i hate her sometimes specially when she has new "chismis" to talk about..she knows all the facts and fictions (and even other personal stuffs about other teachers!) lurking all over mapua, inclusive of mitc.. and quite pissed w/ her sometimes...

what we like most about her is her mother-like approach in her teachings..i for one had daydreamed about her..and if i have given the chance to choose to be born again, i most likely wish for her to be my mother...=)

she's really easy to be with, she sets no barriers w/ her teacher-student relations... we're so close to her, we can talk anything and everything w/out certain limitations like others.. i simply really love her! she's the best teacher i ever had! she's the best teacher ive had since i stepped in mapua..

i wonder bout her daughter? is she like her mom? =)

"Patron Saints in Every Hallway"

ive finally met this bitch im talkin about.. as all bitch do.. they of course will in any means possible flirt with you.. and who might not give in? im just a guy, ryt? i just feel cheap for what we did..=( thank God that THING didn't happened..getting rid of that filth will be the next step..

relaxed for the meantime but still worrying for things i have to do (research, homeworks, defense, quizes..endless!) ...and still cant be hooked in the internet bec. of this worm in my pc..another annoying day!

as always..gona sleep @ about 3:00 am..=) bye!

MEGALOINSOMNIAC

ughhhh!!! i stil haven't done anything about my caffein induced sleep! i stil haven't have a good sleep since last week! i worry too much! i think too much! i work too much! i slumber late - i ascend early..so pathetic!
my body's overfatigued with useless efforts.. with pointless force which is actually not laudable of my worrying at all...ahhh!!!

i started doin my reports late because of this bitch seducing me every night..of course..who might not give in? im just an ordinary mortal with an appetite in sexual affairs...we finished late leaving me no choice but to suffer the consequences...

my tragedies doesn't end there, another nut for me to crack is my dad..i can't figure out why my blood boils when i see him?

i finished my work about 5:00 am..and tried to sleep ..it was stupid for me to think that i can sleep for 45 min and wake up by at least 6:00(my classes starts at 8:00)..of course, my body really needs the rest and fortunately he got what he wants! it was damn annoying when i woke up 8..and hurried myself for school..

now im STILL here in school

please feed me here, please fill me up...please pacify this angst i fumbled in...oh good Lord i need ur comfort..

oh and i can't forget how many ass ive bumped in today..haha!

*still figuring out what are blogs for?

Buddha Boy

rmmember buddha's enlightnment?
>oh yes?!

i think il goin 2 b a follower...
u think its a bad idea?
>not sure..

*my first here..