another new day

Still thinking about how to get in touch with someone from a far-off place who's absolutely fascinating... Bet I have! Bet I won't stop until I reach them, either -- and I shouldn't. Keep at it dude! She's worth it!

That exotic new acquaintance you've made? You know the ONE?! You've been thinking about them for days. Well, they've been thinking, too, and thinking all the same things about you: that you're different, interesting and fun. So what's the holdup? Get in touch with them and let them know how you're feeling -- subtly, of course. No gushing.

It's not just probable, it's inevitable, and you know it! Your secret wish can come true!!!

enerygy meter:

money: 5/5 coins
love: 4/5 hearts
attitude: 5/5 stars

all in a second

i takes a second
for one to change his life
like a french kiss
a wrong decision
or an unstopped org*sm?!

it takes a second
for one to say yes
or probably a no
and after that
nothing's the same anymore

it takes a second
for one to go anywhere
a place where he pleases
in our dreams
somewhere we didn't know exists

it takes a second
for me to show how i feel
to say something
to do something
i wished i didn't even dare

and it takes a full second
for me to say
that i need you
because I Love You...

the bottom line

I've been thinking about this for days -- weeks, even. Would I stay and try to work this out, or let go of the whole thing and start over? I've laid out all the pros and cons in my mind and I'm still just not sure. Well, talking to a friend about it helps. But in the end, I'll have to make up my mind all by myself...

I thought I could never have anything in common with them. Whew!!! I just did surprised myself!

http://meetme.hotornot.com/

cool site...

XOXO

this is definitely not my day...

i just...

...don't know what i want...

"some things are better left unsaid!" really?!

i was arguing with someone and she suddenly brought this quote up as if she was giving me a discourse and as if she was pointing to something that i did that was so wrong for her... she said "some things are better left unsaid..." i thought in that moment that she was right, i agreed and thought that there will be nothing that'll be more precise than that; but after some time of thinking and figuring things out, it occured to me that i only just said that something because i know it was right and i know it was just something beautiful to say. that's why i rephrased what my friend believed and said to myself "bad things were the ones that must be left unsaid, and good things are much, much way better when they are said..."... what i said was a good thing... it's not that i know what's good or what is bad... but i know it is because it is about LOVE!

the new guy

he hasn't been really contented in his life. in one way or another, there's always something missing, something that isn't in the right place. his life has always its dilemma, but luckily, he still had a grasp on that. what pisses him off was this problem of recurrence, it upsets him because these problems have always been followed by another trouble -- it always has an after shock. he knows the fact that life isn't perfect. he knows what to do in almost all situations. he rarely gave up in any obstacle that comes along in every walks of his life. but then, he woke up one day realizing something he himself has never thought of. he thought and realized that he isn't a kid anymore. he's been wondering exactly what's going on with himself lately. well, he must not poke at it too much. he might want it to consider it the heavenly equivalent of winning the lottery and simply enjoy it. he can talk with literally anyone now about literally anything, and make it look easy. that goes double for his communication with friends and colleagues -- especially the ones he's interested in for more than their memos. isn't it right? change could be so indistinguishable that you'll wake up one day realizing you're not the same anymore?

from the mountains of colombia

i'm all grown up?!

finish the sentences:

1) I am a/an... unfinished creation.
2) My ex-boy/girlfriend was... very mad at me when i arrived late on our valentine's date.
3) I'm just a... broken-hearted loser.
4) Maybe I should... have a shower and eat after.
5) I love... myself more than anything.
7) Looking for... the answers.
8) I don't understand... why some people make a big deal out of something not big.
9) I lost my... self when i tried so hard to find you.
10) My boy/girlfriend is... all in the mind.
11) In darkness, I... sob.
12) Why do I... procrastinate?
13) Is there such a thing as... the holy grail?
14) Does the... end always justifies the means?
15) People say I'm... hot and sexy as hell.. Trust me!
16) Love is... sometimes over rated.
17) You make me wanna... eat like a pig.
18) Somewhere, someone is... crying for help, and you sit on your ass reading this.
19) Is it true that... chocolates make people happy?
20) I will always... gain knowledge and experience in whatever i do.
21) Forever is... a timeless domain.
22) I never want to... die unhappy.

the beggar of dreams

starving and helpless
gazed by the blessed blind
held at gunpoint, torn between choices
watch me waste away and ravenous

i need only your mercy
don't let these frustrations consume me
battle these ghosts and monsters
may it be dreams or trances

exchanging blows almost impossible
with the only thing your holding to
dear neurotic machine
help us save us

all the cash gone
how will I have you Paul
i can't sing with you now
the sparrows had flown

guardian have you received the SOS
aid me circulate this scheme
you're the only thing I need
the only being I dream

envelope me with your shadow
i'll have you and I'll taste you
betray me
the future's in vague.

-- me the dumpee

better off dead

if i got one word to describe how i feel right now... it has to be "frustrated-peanut-head-chimp" ...literally not a one word but it means a single thing so thats an exception...

being bum the whole summer is not me... help?!