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Withdrawn (I) 57.89% Outgoing (E) 42.11% Imaginative (N) 50.98% Realistic (S) 49.02% Intellectual (T) 60% Emotional (F) 40% Improvised (P) 51.22% Organized (J) 48.78% Your type is: INTP You are an Architect, possible professions include - strategic planning, writer, staff development, lawyer, architect, software designer, financial analyst, college professor, photographer, logician, artist, systems analyst, neurologist, physicist, psychologist, research/development specialist, computer programmer, data base manager, chemist, biologist, investigator.

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quite a lot like me...

Unique, mystical, insightful and beautiful
You are a Snow sprite. Mysterious, and alluring you
naturally attract people to you, your like a
people magnet even though you most often wish
to be alone. Your love for cold climates and
snow has given you an insight into the beauty
few see. While most see bland white you see a
forest or blanket of sparkling white beauty. To
you life is something precious and you intend
to figure out its mysteries. You are very
mature and don't waste your intelligence on
childish games or people not worth your time
which can make you seem arrogant at times but
you are really just intent on saving your time
for better things. Your soul is very beautiful
if not a little shut up, you keep your emotions
hidden from everyone and therefore they don't
know what your capable of. You are a living
fantasy.


what mythical spirit are you?
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Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||||| 74% Schizoid |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 78% Antisocial |||||||||||||| 58% Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Narcissistic |||||||||||| 42% Avoidant |||||||||||||| 58% Dependent |||||||||||||||||| 74% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||| 58%

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Casa Blanca babY!

"You must remember this, a kiss is still a
kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A
classic story of love in trying times, chock
full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously
believe in true love, but you're also
constantly aware of practicality and societal
expectations. That's not always fun, but at
least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis
get you down too much.


what movie represents your love life?
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can't believe i represent one of slipknot's crafts...

Vermilion--- Slipknot
she seems caress in all the rings of past
fraternaties so fragile yet so devious, she
continues to see climatic hands depress her
temples and my chest enter the night she came
home 4ever she's the only one that makes me sad
she is everything and more the solemn hypnotic
my dahlia bathed in possession she's so into me
I get nervous perverse when I see her it's
worse, the stress is astounding it's now or
never she's coming home forever. She's the only
one that makes me sad. Hard to say what caught
my attention fixed and crazy aphid attarcion
carve my name in my face to recognize such a
pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this
build up inside of me. I'm a slave and I am a
master, no restraints and unchecked collectors
I exist through my need to self- oblige she is
soemthing in me that I despise I won't let this
build up inside of me........ she isn't real I
can't make her real.


What song describes your opinion in love?
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TO: everyone who can read this...

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ps. there's no harm in trying?

just bumped into something...

WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOURE DEPRESSED?
~> sleep..like i've never slept b4..

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO NAME YOUR FUTURE CHILD?
~> ?

WHAT MAKES U CRY?
~> memories..

WHAT'S YOUR MIDNIGHT SNACK?
~> cookies and coffee

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HOMOSEXUAL MARRIAGES?
~> don't care...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ABORTION?
~> i'm not into it... the f*ck i care?

WHAT'S ONE THING YOU LOVE ABOUT YOUR COUNTRY?
~> beaches and bitches...

DESCRIBE YOUR MOM...
~> hmmm? i haven't thought of that since birth?

NUMBER OF OVERNIGHTS YOU'VE GONE TO?
~> whenever i want to..

BIBLE QUOTE YOU'LL NEVER FORGET?
~> john 3:16 "..for god so loved the world, he gave his only son, jesus christ.."

BEST GIFT YOU HAVE EVER RECEIVED?
~> none so far....

SHOW THAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
~> will & grace... 2 and a half men... that seventy's...and stuffs like that..usually american sitcom's...

LOOK AROUND. WHAT CAUGHT YOUR EYE?
~> coffee cup

YOUR WISH WHEN YOU LAST BLEW A BIRTHDAY CANDLE?
~> i wish i had a birthday cake to blow a birthday candle..

CLOSE YOUR EYES FOR A FEW SECONDS. WHAT DID YOU SEE?
~> i see a kaleidoscope...

DO YOU LIKE BUYING BRANDED CLOTHES?
~> depends..

DO YOU KNOW YOUR BESTFRIEND'S FRIENDSTER PASSWORD?
~> nope..

DO YOU FOLLOW FASHION TRENDS?
~> no.. fashion trends follow me...

HAVE YOU EVER RAN AWAY?
~> just thought of it...

HAVE YOU EVER LITERALLY BEEN A SHOULDER TO CRY ON?
~> yep.. then next is sex...

HAVE YOU EVER INTENTIONALLY IGNORED SOMEONE? FOR HOW LONG?
~> im not a whore...

HAVE YOU EVER WENT ON A ROMANTIC DATE?
~> hmm... yeah?

HAVE YOU EVER RECEIVED A LOVE LETTER?
~> yep..

WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME?
~> im dont feel like talking about it right now...

HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN A LOVE LETTER? WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME?
~> grade 5?

DO YOU THINK YOU'LL EVER GET CANCER?
~> no.. never thought of that...

IF YOU DO GET CANCER AND HAVE ABOUT A MONTH TO LIVE, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
~> i first wana b with all my friends doing things i've nver done b4...bungee jumping, skydiving, downhill mountainbiking, do professional bmx stunts, be in a cruise bound to north pole, be in a peak of a high mountain, punta ng phuket, ibiza, paris, hawaii, carribean, bahamas, norway, tokyo, kyoto, africa, st. petersburgh, area 51, moscow, long beach cali.. and all the famous beaches around the world..ung pinakahuli sa palawan or bora... and there i'l die...

IF YOU COULD SPEND A WEEK ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
~> phuket, paris, long beach, ibiza, bora... hehe... kahit saan!

IF YOU WROTE A BOOK, WHAT WOULD IT BE ABOUT?
~> about myself...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PAST?
~> distant or not so distant past?

WHERE DO YOU USUALLY GO SHOPPING?
~> uk!

HOW MUCH DID YOU SPEND YESTERDAY?
~> who r u to know?

HOW MANY OF YOUR CLOSE RELATIVES ARE LIVING ABROAD? WHERE?
~> ndi ko alam eh? 2 lang kilala ko.. s japan chka sa stets...

MOTTO/S IN LIFE?
~> i'm my own motto...

...

kainis...eto na naman po tayo... hindi ko na naman na-uupadate tong' inayupak na toh... pero la lang... i'l still try... ayun! bale, mejo, parang may bumabalik na naman akong kaadikan... ang cheap, kasi addict na naman ako sa chat... ung as in ung sa mIRC... una 'kong naadik d2 mga 3rd-4th yr high school, about 3-4 years ago... buti na lang at na-rehab ako dati... hehe...

nga pala... nung saturday (Nov 20)... nagyaya si ime, birthday daw nung naka-chat nya dati na c steph... nagulat ako kasi nandun sa party ung mga lower batch ng immac, c roslin, c mendoza, chka c labitan na school mate ko sa mapua andun din! nakakatawa kasi, lagi ko 'tong nakakasabay sa fx pero ndi kami nagpapansinan, although familiar face nga cya nung HS... bali ayun bonding tuloy kami... after pa nung party, tumuloy kami ni ime sa seawind, kasama c labitan... nadagdagan na naman tayo ng mga kakilala... hehe! nga pala... mukhang ok din ung may birthday for a one night stand... gamitin daw namin ung 20% discount card nya sa Sogo... ittxt ko yun minsan... hehe!

current song: brand new - the quiet things no one ever knows
mood: exhausted...

i can too...

i did this w/ a logitech QuickCam Express... its really impossible to do good shots in a webcam...but i did! harhar! it's rili somethin i jst tripped about last year, i guess?:D

"making contact"

"good ol' one"

BIG time moron...

Today was really the same thing as what had happened in my every existing day in my life! I got out of bed as usual stuff when ur sick of insomnia! I feel unusual because my antidepressants are making me hairy.

I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and we stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Tool CD, a couple of DVDs and some new sneakers. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.

Last night I had to masturbate twenty times. I'm so horny. Click here to see my website.

I want to tell the world that my girlfriend Amy is the bomb! She made pizza last night, and even though I burnt my lips on the cheese, it was awesome!!!

I am really annoyed with those assholes at _are_you_hotter_than_us_?, because I am so much cuter than them, and those photos don't do me justice. They can't reject me, so I'm starting my own rating community. Click here to join (the first five applicants are automatically accepted).

Last night, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my girlfriend in the nude (but don't tell her that I've posted them here - she'll kill me! Har har.)

I want to say thanks to simon and Abbey and Dave and the other Simon for helping me on Saturday. You guys are the best. By the way, if you happen to find my wallet, keys or underwear, could you SMS me? Adrian has my number.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have a terrible skin disease which prevents me from coming into contact with other human beings. And bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you who you're sexually compatible with.

*You're a BIG time moron, if u bliv one of these are true! haha!

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm cute!

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Current Music: Open Hand - Thought Process
Shots of Espresso: 2?
Mood: insane...

clear...

* i'm busy...

feels like in the eye of a storm

ok?! yes! i've been too emotional these past few days, you can't blame me... no one can blame me... i see myself now on a peaceful state... i've been too cursing, been mad on this world... and it's not right anymore... there's still something to do, she's not my world, she doesn't control everything about me... thank God i'm still sane despite the insane THING that just happened. i'm still on a shock, still on an inbalanced state... still figurin' out where should i start and stand again... everything around me is still normal. still the society which everyone know, is still as it is... normal things still come, i guess it's how i accept that is not. i still want to be alone, or at least be with my closest friends... i resist anyone, anything... i seldom talk, i always stare into this everlasting gaze. i just hate myself now... what bothers me is why the same thing had happened again, didn't i learn? am i so stupid that i let the same thing happen again? is this my fate? to fail? to lose? to learn nothing? will this be the last? God guide me, please?! i beg You...

Noooooooooo Waaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!!

totoong journal na ung pinagkakaabalahan ko ngayon, kaya you might find that i'll be posting here once in a while na lang...

un nga! last night ulit! i called her na naman... not realizing again the consequences, the phone bills that might reach a couple of K's, dang! nakaka-addict naman kasi siya eh! t*ngna! mahal ko na ata siya?! tapos sabi pa ata nya na napapatawa ko na siya (w/c is quite obvious during our conversations) yan tuloy naging cripple na naman ako... disabling myself to think and do straight thinking... ang malupit pa nun eh... never mind na lang... (dun ko n lang isusulat sa journal)... ako naman si tanga, expecting na she'll text me, ayun! naghintay sa wala! i later realize that she can really be accessible pag kausap mo, pero when we're not, as if she has her own world, a world w'c i really don't exist... ahhh! Love! you had me again! cupid's bow had me struck BIG time!!! my sense of practicallity has now been starting to self-destruct... dang! i hate my self for this, but i equally like her... dang! which is which? what is what? Ahhh! Love!~

numb, fragile and defenseless...

who's fault is it? is it mine or is it yours? i've been innocently frail and fragile, you broke my defenses, totally naked, completely bare without any form of security and protection. you demolished my already splintered walls and feeble pillars, which I built for me to protect myself from my shortcomings, for me to defend these weaknesses and diseases you carry along with you. you took advantage of the frailness and fissures of these walls, and suddenly get through these barricades without me noticing. you wear a mask of deceit and deceptions, you who made me feel something different, you who almost knew where my weak spots are… as if you were someone who knew me, as if you were someone who were made to annihilate me. you did caught me, you've been always the bait who's waiting to trap and jam all my possessions up – including my self-esteem and compassion. You took advantage of my state of frailty and vulnerability, you've been simple and uncomplicated, you've been what I don't expect, you've been a repeated history, you've been someone I'm still trying to put out of my mind. now I'm confused, it's just that I didn't do something to prevent these deep infiltrations. I let you destroy my defenses, I let you caught me, I let you made me numb and do nothing… now what? what am I going to do? things are now starting to be complicated, the emotions continue to infest my inner ego. now I'm all numb, all yours, surrendering, letting you in control…

what i'm feeling: weak...
current song: learning to breath (switchfoot)